ever after

The way I reasoned my big decisions so far is by asking myself "can I bear doing it for the rest of my life?" .. the more I think of the thing as a permanent the more I tend to avoid and stay away. I love the occurrence of something new and all the life I am into is unsettled.. yet, I wonder how can I cope with everything happens around me..?

The world around you has its demands, although you choose an extremely alien skill to the idea of routine, you still cannot escape it when it comes to what society wants you to be. why people tend to alienate the different? is it hard to come up with a different way of living?

All are questions I came up with from one question that I've heard 1,000,000 times:
"what are you going to do after graduation?"